Jangan Takut Digigit Gajah

Kita semua memiliki kemampuan yang hebat untuk mengkhayalkan kebesaran yang ingin kita capai di masa depan.
Kita juga piawai untuk menuliskan cita-cita dan menyusun rencana.
Tetapi, semua kekuatan perencanaan kita, tidak pernah lebih hebat daripada kemampuan kita untuk menunda.
Sebagian besar penundaan kita datang karena pertimbangan yang berlebihan mengenai bayangan  tentang masalah-masalah besar yang bisa menghadang perjalanan kita.
Kita membayangkan batu-batu sebesar gajah yang harus disingkirkan agar perjalanan mencapai cita-cita kita menjadi mulus dan bebas kesulitan.
Kita melupakan batu-batu kecil yang harus disingkirkan dan dilangkahi, yang justru sering menjadi prasyarat bagi tercapainya hasil yang nilai agregatnya lebih besar daripada gajah :)

_Mario Teguh_

Libur Libur Libur

Hmm, lumayan nih udah ada liburan. Walaupun jatah libur semester 1 buat kelas 9 cuman s e b e l a s   h a r i. Itu udah bisa disebut lumayan. Juga, walaupun tiga hari setelah terima rapor, sekolahku ngadain tes kompetitif. Gila bos, satu hari dua mata pelajaran. Pusing buangeeet. Tapi yah, syukur deh rentetan tes itu udah berakhir. Sekarang.... mm, liburan ! Yeey! Liburan itu sarana nimbun lebih banyak lemak, sarana refreshing, sarana ngebo seharian, bisa juga sarana buat diet. Ahaha, tapi gak bisa. Mati-matian aku diet, mati-matian juga aku nahan laper. So, alhasil apa? Tiap abis liburan aku tambah gendut. Sial.

Sayangnya, liburan kali ini cuma di rumah aja. Sempurna banget kan ! Sama sekali gak pergi-pergi. Ke Jogja aja nggak. zzzz. Yah, terima aja, abis mau gimana lagi? Mama papa abis kecelakaan. Tangan papa patah, kakinya bengkak, mama dijahit di lutut. Masa iya sih aku mau ngerengek-rengek minta liburan..
 

Udah aah, sekian ya. Maav, postingan kali ini sangat-sangat gak bermutu u,u

Moves Like Jagger

Just Shoot For The Stars
If it Feels Right
Then Aim From My Heart
If you Feel Like
And Take Me Away
Make it Okay
I Swear I'll Behave

[Verse 2]
You Wanted Control
So We Waited
I Put On a Show
Now I Make it
You Said I'm a Kid
My Ego is Big
I Don't Give a Shit

[Chorus]
And it Goes Like This
Take Me By The Tongue
And I'll Know You
Kiss Me Till You're Drunk

And I'll Show You All

The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger

I Don't Need To Try To Control You
Look Into My Eyes and I'll Own You
With Them Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger

[Verse 3]

Maybe It's Hard
When You Feel Like
You're Broken And Scarred
Nothing Feels Right
But When You're With Me
I'll Make You Believe
That I've Got The Key (Oh! )

[Verse 4]

So Get In The Car
We Can Ride it
Wherever You Want
Get Inside it
And You Want to Steer
But I'm Shifting Gears
I'll Take it From Here

[Chorus]
And it Goes Like This
Take Me By The Tongue
And I'll Know You
Kiss Me Till You're Drunk
And I'll Show You All

The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger

I Don't Need To Try To Control You
Look Into My Eyes and I'll Own You
With Them Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger

[Chistina's Verse]
You Wanna Know
How To Make Me Smile
Take Control
Own Me Just For The Night
And If I Share My Secret
You're Gonna Have To Keep it
Nobody Else Can See This

So Watch An Learn
I Won't Show You Twice
Head To Toe
Oooh Baby Rub Me Right

But If I Share My Secret
You're Gonna Have To Keep it
Nobody Else Can See This

[Chorus]
And it Goes Like This
Take Me By The Tongue
And I'll Know You
Kiss Me Till You're Drunk
And I'll Show You All

The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger

I Don't Need To Try To Control You
Look Into My Eyes and I'll Own You
With Them Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger
I've Got The Moves Like Jagger

NGANTUK

Hmm, karena aku syuda dalam keadaan ngantuk dan capek stadium 4, aku cuma mau bilang Good night.
malem semuanyaa, nice dream ya :D

penting nggak siih? :pp

Kalo dibilang roda pasti berputar itu bener banget. Ada kalanya kita di atas, ada kalanya kita di bawah. Kadang, ketika kita berada di bawah, kita sering ngerasa iri lihat orang yang ada di atas. Namun sebaliknya, ketika kita ada di atas, kita sering sombong, angkuh, dan ga nganggep yang ada di bawah. Roda itu seperti rangkaian kehidupan, setiap derajat perputarannya mengandung unsur kisah kehidupan kita. Munafik memang jika ada seseorang yang bilang 'selalu diatas'. Itu nggak mungkin, semua orang pasti pernah di atas & bawah. 

Hmm, roda pasti berputar. Kadang aku berpikir, kekanak-kanakan ga sih mandang 'cinta itu kayak roda, pasti berputar.' Enggak. Itu emang bener, entah benar menurut aku apa menurut kalian juga. Dan aku pernah ngerasain gimana rasanya ada di atas dan di bawah. Waktu aku ada di atas, semuanya kerasa indah. No Regrets. But, how's your feeling when it jumps and breaks you in sudden? 

Nyesek. Nyesek banget malah. Mungkin sekarang aku lagi berada di atas, aku ga pernah pingin lagi kembali ke bawah. Kadang, ego manusia emang tinggi. Tapi aku bener-bener ga mau jatuh kayak dulu. Move on, move on, move on :)

Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life, tell me how's your family?
i haven't seen them in a while
you've been good, busier than ever

we small talk, work, and the weather
your guard is up and i know why
because the last time you saw me
it still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses and i left them there to die

so this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turn around and make it all right
i go back to december all the time

these days i haven't been sleeping
staying up playing back myself leaving
when you birthday passed
and i didn't call

then i think about summer, all the beautiful times
i watched you laughing
from the passenger side
and i realized i loved you in the fall

and then the cold came, the dark days
when fear crept into my mind
you gave me all your love
and all i gave you was goodbye

so this is me swallowing my pride

standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

it turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turn around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time

i miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
so good to me, so right
and how you held me in your arms
that september night

the first time you ever saw me cry
maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
but if we loved again i swear i'd love you right

i'd go back in time and change it but i can't
so if the chain is on your door, i understand

but this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december

it turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine
i go back to december, turn around and make it all right
i go back to december, turn around and change my own mind
i go back to december all the time

all the time...

Back To December

Hmm, Desember udah dateng lagi? Kenapa cepet banget?

Ga kerasa ya, udah setaun kita bertiga kayak gini, terlibat satu masalah yang sebenernya gak penting. Tapi, pernah  jadi masalah penting dan teramat penting. Aku udah buktiin, aku bisa kuat. Aku bukan lagi cewek yang mendadak bisa jadi cewek lemah kayak setahun lalu. Cewek cengeng. Aku udah bisa buktiin itu. Kalian harus tau ya, dua orang yang pernah menjadi bagian hidupku, aku ga akan rela air mataku jatuh buat kalian. Ga akan rela. Aku ga akan jatuh lagi kayak dulu. Down gara-gara cinta. Bodoh banget ya? 

Iya, aku bodoh. Bodoh banget malah, kenapa aku nangis waktu tau kalo kenyataannya kalian jadian?

Desember : Ya, aku memang pernah benci Desember. Benci banget. Sampe-sampe aku pernah ga nganggep kalo bulan Desember itu ada. Aku pernah benci Desember. Tapi sekarang? Enggak kok, aku udah mulai bisa  tersenyum di bulan Desember ini. 

Kadang, kalo keinget emang nyesek. Tapi mau gimana lagi? Ga ada gunanya juga kan aku nangis terus? Jelas NGGAK ADA. Move on, move on, move on. Iya, sekarang aku emang cuma mau move on.  Kalau bilang masa lalu itu buat dikenang, gak semua masa lalu itu harus dikenang. Ada kalanya juga kita harus menghapus kenangan itu. Dan, kalo mungkin menghapus kenangan itu emang jalan terbaik, aku harus bisa terima. Aku harus jadi cewek kuat kayak duluuu lagi. Cewek yang ga akan nangis lagi.